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2:27 AM

Sometimes i really felt lonely .
I dunno why .
But jus have this funny feelings within me yeahh .
Sighh . i try to play games all day tryin hard.
Jus make myself not tinkin too much abt the past .
Yet i fail .
Sighh . I jus didn't know how.
Wat i could do .
How i wish time could stop .
I jus could hold back my tears back .
In those lonely nights .
I tot of lots of things .
Dunno what i shud do yeahh .
All i know was .
I feel terrible .
Very terrible .

EndlessTearZ - sumtimes i really wish tat i was not born . help mi :( .

Saturday, June 17, 2006
as `long as u remain alrighte.

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1:58 AM

All i hope for this year .
All i ask for jus to be more luck ?
And things to be better alright .
lala . Jus wonder why so unlucky always .
There's nothing i do tat goes smooth .
How saddist .
Am i thinkin too much ?
Sumtimes i think so .
But most of the time i think it's so dam true .
What to do .
I seems so lyk crused ?
Hopefully bahz .
Things to change .
For the better .
lala .

Jus a unlucky n crused no life brat . - ; nx .

Sunday, June 11, 2006
as `long as u remain alrighte.

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8:40 PM

Sumtimes i wish i could be a hero
lyk Wolverine to be able to fight .
Protect my love ones by my side .
World is evil . hais

Friday, June 02, 2006
as `long as u remain alrighte.

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9:44 AM

I am thinkin since when .
I change so much .
Not as darin as ever .
And there's been so many fear in life .
Life used to be fearless .
Nothing to be afraid of .
But now it's jus different .
The rage withiin is no more i guess ?
The fire isn't there anymore .
I wan back .
I wan Things to Turn back lyk before .

as `long as u remain alrighte.

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1:46 PM

I jus can't understand why .
Why ppl jus lyk to said abt others .
But they can't jus firstly look at themself before saidin others .
Well, no1 is perfect in this world .
They talk as if every1 has to be perfect .
Can't jus look at urself ?

EndlessTearZ -

Monday, May 29, 2006
as `long as u remain alrighte.

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9:33 PM

I guess i been a fool all these times .
Makin wrong decisions .
Even though i have waken up from my dream .
It's already too late .
Things have change totally .
No way to turn things another way round .
I regret .
I Feel lyk tell u my thoughts .
What i felt .
How i wish i could .
Be more sure of my feelings .
Instead of takin such a long time considering it .
Sighz .
I guess nothing matters to u anymore .
All i know now is tat least u are happy .

Ppl said things can nv be too late .
As long as u realise ur mistakes .
And the learn the lesson .
But this is case of mine .
I guess it's totally impossible to said tat it's not too late .
Sighh .

Only have a responsibility tat is to Study hard .
And pass my o's lvl wif flyin colours .
And Get to poly .
I have put down everyting else n concentrate .
Wish me gd luck .
I pray hard that i will sucess this time .
If not , who knows how life will turn out next .

Friday, May 26, 2006
as `long as u remain alrighte.

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4:46 PM

Have been always thinking y life turn out liddat .
Always asking myself .
I wish i had answer to all these .

I reach my hands out .
Always hoping that .
Some1 would offer to give my hand a grab .
To get me out of this mess .
Yet always there's none .

I always thought that i am so strong .
And will be able to take it .
And struggle my ways through .
But i was wrong until this day come .
This day where everyting turn out to be so terrible for mi .
That there is totally no way for me to be able to turnback .

DesTinY . I am rottingg offf . To me Life's A Struggle .

Thursday, May 25, 2006
as `long as u remain alrighte.

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7:43 PM

U used to mine lucky star yet.
I didn't know .
U pull me up when i go down .
But i guess now i am sinkin .
Really deep yet nothing can be done .

EndlessTearZ - how sway can my life get ?

Friday, April 21, 2006
as `long as u remain alrighte.

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